You moved to Pakistan for good? how come?
fair enough, when i stopped training for explosiveness, i stopped exercising altogether.... at least you are very active.
adventure, promotion, in that order. i'd been wanting to live overseas basically ever since i got out of college. delayed for a long time mainly because of a relationship i was in, and when that ended i was like, okay time to go. stuff fell into place so that i got sent out here to jump up a big level in responsibility and create my own team, which is a really cool opportunity.
i feel you on the lack of motivation after you stop chasing a big goal. definitely had that last year, felt like i was drifting and was kind of beating myself up about it. stopped having fun or looking forward to the gym. so i'm trying to be a little more zen about exercising. i love sweating and breathing hard and straining, and it's okay just to make myself do that somehow or other 3-5 times a week. and have mini-goals, like getting rid of my right wrist pain, or being able to consistently kick up into a handstand for a few seconds.
it's cool that you're back on the wagon now. anything is better than nothing.