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I pm'd this to my friend:

man.. i had a dream that we were hoopin` in the hood. we were ballin` etc.. a few people got in fights. but the best part of the dream, some little black kid kept heckling me, calling me "third eye bleach" (a play on third eye blind).. which is absolutely amazing because i've never heard that used to heckle someone''s whiteness - somehow my brain made that up. lmfao!@$@$



^^^ THIRD EYE BLEACH 

i don't even know who third eye blind is, other than that they are a group.

brains = awesome

had a deeply fucked up dream last night.

my brothers and i found out that our dad was planning to kill us, and that he was in a big brick house preparing to do it. so my brother lincoln got a few revolvers and we went to get him first. we snuck into the house and split up. i was going room by room doing that thing you see people do in movies when i looked down some stairs into the basement and saw him walking around. he had some materials with him that made it clear he was planning to trap and torture us down there. he didn't see me. somehow i knew he would come up to the kitchen so i went in there and pointed my gun at the door. my heart was in my throat.

as soon as he walked in, i yelled, "freeze! don't move!" and he stopped. then he laughed and said, "well, guess you got me." i pointed my gun at him and he just kept laughing. then i pulled the trigger and it just clicked over to the next chamber. lincoln hadn't loaded the gun! i kept clicking and my dad kept laughing, very relaxed, until finally the last chamber had a bullet in it and i shot him right in the middle of the forehead. and then i burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably with grief and relief.

a little while later he was alive again, but we still had him captured. he was still laughing and relaxed, and i was just so confused and anguished, asking him over and over why he wanted to kill us, was he this person all along, a psychopath? [it bears mentioning here that in real life i love my dad and have a wonderful relationship with him.] and he just sneered. at one point he stripped down to his underwear and put on a bright red dress and walked around the house, continuing to blow off my questions. my phone buzzed and when i pulled it out, a lot of the app icons were thumbnails of calvin and hobbes comics. i clicked on one and it brought up a strip that had the dad in it. since i was a little kid i've thought that calvin's dad might as well be a caricature of my dad: skinny, round glasses, big nose, bald, ride bikes and hate drivers, think chores build character. as soon as i saw the strip i burst into tears again.

then i woke up.

So I had this dream just a few mins ago it was strange and quite long. So I am in this swimming pool with other people in this room and on the other side of the room not that far were other people in a special pool, which i think they did not allow any one to use it except themselves. so i said to the people next to me 'just watch' i gave them fist touch; there 2 there; and i went and jumped in and they didn't mind it but it was very deep, when i was inside i froze while being i was deep under water, i don't know why then i went up. Then I played some trick or something I don't remember wat I did, mabye knocked over the back wall of the pool made of hard plastic attach by something but I broke it and that was when they realized they were in trouble and the owner was gonna come and sort them out, so I ran out of the pool as fast as I could and climbed up a bunch of stairs, I was in a house for some reason where you have those steps, and I just speed ran the stairs all the way to the top.

I got to the attic, climbed out the window and got down of the house and I see im being chased by someone, an old man I think, not too old. So I start running hiding behind cars and he luckily finds me so I keep running and hide behind this other car but I for some reason think that if i come into the open next to the car I was still hiding behind something and obviously he saw me and I thought to myself 'wtf am i thinking' so I continue running he is close and I jump over the wooden fence into a garden and he was close but he didn't grab me for some reason. I then have this bag of pasta shells leaking cos it has holes. I climb onto the brick wall and stand up and see the old man. He was dick van dyke lol. I started singing a little lines of his songs from movies i think mary poppins or something I was thinking for some reason that I was singing a song from the future he was gonna make but it was not obviously as he continued the song then I had to continue and i didn't know and i ended up singing a line of 'portabello road' from bed nobs and broom stick lol fuked up or wat. Then I climb down and start hiding and running and I realize im in a new town so how i will i spot the house im suppose to go to or spot it and pass it. so Im sneaking and running so they dont find me until the police stops me as i was sneaking through the people's front garden and guess who the policeman was, jim lampley lol and he told me put hand behind back and get into car, but then some children came and doing tricks, i felt like i knew them but i don't know they made 2 coins turn to 4 coins and i was exaggerating shockness to get the cop interested, he looked at them but didn't move I was wondering i better move now or i wont make it even if timing is bad. so i run and he notices and calls my name 'seifula' i was shocked how he knew and i continue moving and then i found my house and went in. Then i saw the children inside. It seems as i was visiting over and it was time for me to leave, so i said good bye, had fun exploring attic and may come back to discover more and I was leaving to go back home and i had to ask where I was in terms of the town or country, and the little kid said st. staunton. For some reason I recognized the place being about 10s of miles from my place and then left towards the car/taxi waiting but didn't get inside as the dream ended.

my dreams have sucked for a year or more.. hardly any detail.. i'm lucky if i have a dream i can remember. it's odd.. my whole life i was a pretty intense 'dreamer'. I haven't had a dream like seifullaah's in a long time.

damn.. i just saw the owl (basically the same thing) that I saw in my dream last night, in a facebook post:



whaaaaat???

also every time i come back to this thread, that owl trips me out.

also there are so many owls near me now, they are reproducing like crazy.

finally had a dream i could remember..

got viciously attacked by a pitbull.. tried stabbing it as it was mauling me.

then i woke up.

CRAZY dreams lately, very vivid/intense.

last 3 nights from most recent:
1. was at a motorcycle shop trying to buy a dirtbike, choice between yamaha or honda CR.. never bought anything, was just trying to wheel and deal .. odd.
2. attacked by bees, going nuts trying to fight them off then used a high powered hose to wreck them.
3. just all kinds of nutty shit..

had one of these dreams a few nights ago.

i've wanted to dream blog this before, but never have. this is probably the 5th time it happened.

i'll just explain it briefly: occasionally i have a very vivid dream where i'm either "searching for my mom" or "randomly see my mom".

for example, several months ago I had a dream where I was walking in a city.. and I saw my mom & dad walking together - holding hands etc, when they were younger. they didn't notice me or anything, i just looked at them walking, then they walked off. it was actually very intense. it's the one i remember most.

a few nights ago, i had a dream where i was searching for my mom. i went to some random mall, and found her working behind a counter, selling something (like perfume etc). in this dream, she noticed me and welcomed me over etc, as if she was expecting me.

also had one where i randomly saw her somewhere, making me think she's still here but "in hiding", ie trying to start a different life somewhere.

those dreams make me feel unusual after i wakeup. can't really explain that part of it. just feel different. it's odd.

first dream blog post since 2017.. 8|