9/6
75 min scrim against mostly truck stop guys. No bounce at all, explosiveness decent. Didn't exactly play bad but nothing special. Teammates seem like they don't trust me, repeatedly getting looked off on wide open force side cuts.
Can't really pinpoint what feels wrong. I'm not really that tired, I'm not really that sad. I am slow, indecisive and constantly tense. I am likely to interpret events negatively. Just a generalized "bad" feeling.
Pretty much the very thing I needed to avoid is happening: CNS burnout. Working 25 hrs/week, class 23 hrs/week, 15 hrs driving, 6-10hrs practice, and most of the rest is homework. I have to work another 10 hours tomorrow (including driving). Just need to do my best to try to align everything else and hope things work out.
Managed to avoid getting fast food today and skipped practice.