that was yesterday. i had the worst diet fail i can remember. at one point i was eating junk food just to see if i could. the last thing i remember eating is a bacon and egg mcmuffin and a chocolate top icecream cone ... at 11:54pm. yikes. fasting today tryna detox and try get back on the wagon. here i am 1 week out from the mr olympia and im eating mcdonalds, kfc, kfc again and then mcdonalds again in that order .. in one day .. interpersed with choclates
Why do you think you do this? I understand it's probably only partially a conscious decision and some of it is psychological/mental. I'm lucky in that I never feel the urge to binge on food despite how well training/life is going. But I can't help but wonder how much better you'd be performing if you smoothed over these extremes (obsessive weight tracking <--> food binging).
One of the best points you can make. Manipulating body weight becomes addictive and it's long term causing failure...
The reason Acole doesn't understand it is because he doesn't constantly fast...
But this pattern is a really bad trap and it's really unhealthy... Basically it is days where you don't eat jump well at this light body weight. You probably take caffeine or stimulants and this feedback about performance has you floating high and more motivated to stay on your starvation diet...
Eventually you fall off the wagon... This refeed mindset is destructive... Invariably the binge usually comes on a rest day or a bad training day, when you lack the positive reinforcement from gym performance and eat far too much... You go hyperphasic and your reward system, leptin signaling, and insulin sensitivity gets really thrown... This is supported by new research... Your starvation diet causes you to lose muscle, your refeeds trigger fat storage, you end up skinny fat!
Seriously... If you could make this change you wouldn't be stuck below a 30 inch vertical or wherever you are. You have been saying for years that you have to diet this adipose off... Maybe you do. But you haven't. Give up. Think of it as a one kilo weight belt.
The formula is simple. If your fat. Get unfat. I don't know if you are "fat". And I don't know what unfat is for you cause it varies... But. Fat doesn't work. So laser focus on getting not fat is what you need. Don't worry about pushing up your squat goals or anything... Just get unfat. This isn't a multi year project. This is a few months for everyone who isn't obese.
At some point your unfat. K. Now stay there. Make it a goal to weigh the same every morning or night. Stabilize. Make that your weight. Train here. Achieve here. If you up the workload you may gain a little weight or lose a little weight. Fine... But it's not the goal. Stay here for 90% of time.
Then you have a competition? Running the 40yd dash at your combine? Need to peak. Break out the diruetics, caffeine, salt and water manipulation, fasting, etc. Get dangerously lean for a few weeks. Take some homo erotic pics like scooby did. Send them to chicks. Peak. Jump 45 inches on a vertec. Run a 4.4. Do your best.
Then go back to being the not starved and not dangerously lean version of yourself that you stay st 90% of the year.
I hate to keep getting on you but this is the formula for all successful athletes.
1) focus primarily on weight loss when out of shape/fat after injury, layoff, etc
2) 90% maintaining stable bw and making gains
3) cutting and manipulating body weight sparingly for championship events
You decide where you are. I think your lean enough. I think your at step 2. Where Acole, LBSS, kingfish, almost everyone on the board is and should be. When you watch KF dunk videos he is in stage 3. But it's rare.
But I don't know. Maybe your on step 1. If you insist you are then you are. So give your self a time limit. You weigh 77 kilos and truly believe optimal non fat for you is 75? You know better than anyone. So give yourself a time limit. 4-6 weeks. Get under 73 kilos (gotta get to 73 to stabilize at 75). Go for it. Don't cheat your diet and don't make training goals that require calories).
After those 4-6 weeks of you fail or win move to step 2.
Just my two cents.