ok some more back story to the laughing/smiling. they just posted this:
so that dude in front, Mason, is a beast. He's a 4:15 miler way back. He's 40 now but he is still crazy fast. I think he dropped 15:15 last week in a 5k. This 5k he ran like 16's, but he was racing strategic.
anyway, last year in the mile, he ran 4:51. He passed me at like ~500m.
This year, he passed me at like 1300m... soo.. when I saw him pass him that late, I thought, "damn i must definitely be getting a decent time", thinking 4:5X etc. As I approached the finish and finally saw the clock, with it at 4:58 or whatever with me too far out to get under, I just started cracking up. Because Mason got like 5:04... This guy is a monster and gets 5:04. I basically trolled myself.
I wasn't looking at my watch at all. I really should have. My general rule is: when I blow up or "down shift", start looking at the watch to maintain something decent. I figured I was still under 5:00 for the mile so, didn't look at it.
oops.