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« on: October 05, 2015, 08:15:19 pm »
WEIGHT: 172
SORENESS: hams and glutes a little, more pronounced on left side
ACHES/INJURIES: none; right low back (higher up than SI joint) started saying hi a little, see below
MENTAL STATE: anxious
- warm up
- DLRVJ x a few
not great, soreness getting in way. 34ish.
- depth drop @28" x 4,4
- squat 175 x 20
solid, breathing hard but had at least 2 reps in the tank at the end
- dip x 19(TF)
- pull up x 10+3+3+3
harder than it should have been
- BB RDL x
started warming up and right low back was like no, be careful. bagged it.
- stretch
couple of things causing anxiety right now:
1. i think my boss is getting fired at this very moment. this is a good thing and something that i (along with others) have been agitating for for some time. however, it also means that i'm about to have a bunch of responsibility that i didn't today. i can do it but that's a little intimidating.
2. i have been missing my ex like crazy the last week. not sure how much that's affected by the nerves of planning for (1) and knowing that it was coming but not knowing when and having to act normal around the office all the while, but at any rate i had three dreams about her last week and have been much sadder thinking about her absence than i had in a while. one of the dreams literally woke me up, like a nightmare.
3. my brother is in really bad shape. he's not in the hospital right now but i'm (more) worried about him (than usual).
4. i'm leaving for two weeks in tajikistan and afghanistan on thursday and have an epic fuck ton of things to do while i'm there and will be underprepared for most of them.