Oh man I know that feeling. We were in the finals (month or so back) and of course PG was away. Sucks :/ One of these days im gonna be in a important game where my whole team is present and healthy lol. It hasn't happened yet. But yeah, if other ppl aren't that dedicated, i don't see why we shud be. Tbh it's more fun when you're playing on your terms, showing up week in week out to box and rebound while someone else takes 99.99% of the shots doesn't really excite my inner basketball player. I do it of course, i set the screens, protect the rim, do what i can, and watch as players worse than me shoot cos they're shorter lmao. I sometimes think i would be a better basketball player if i was just under 6ft but same strength/weight. Only cos i'd be able to play more freely instead of being typecast into a role im not suitable. But enough complains, i know every F/C basketball plyer thinks he a better pointguard lol .. it's just true in my case
Im def on the clean eating wagon, this is my 3rd week and once i go past that 21 day mark, im usually on automatic. Haven't touched chocolate etc. Have cut out fast food. I eat clean, nutrition meals. I hate it though. I have to forcefeed myself chicken breast (yuk) every rest day even tho ive fasted say 18hrs, i dont find it appetising. I dont have a healthy relationship with food .. im either eating everythang (bad) or nothing but clean .. moderation seems like something alien. But i agree with with poliquin, you have to earn the right to eat carbs. Theres a scientific basis for it, (p-ratio insulin sensitivity etc) behind it. Im looking forward to getting close to 80.0 and just recomping with moderate carbs and protein. High protein sucks .. cant handle it long term, it kills my love for food, i guess that's the point tho lol