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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: November 24, 2020, 10:57:00 pm »got offered a job today. ambivalent about it, had been leaning against taking it if offered but now that it's on the table i'm really tempted. have until tomorrow to let them know.
damn nice!
leaned against it but they made the offer more appealing? or just feels diff to have it on the table?
nice mang go with ur gut.
more the latter. been kind of preemptively talking myself into turning it down if offered, even thought about pulling myself out of contention a few weeks ago. but i stayed in and now that it's here... i dunno, maybe part of that talk was defensive, like prepping myself to be relieved rather than disappointed if i didn't get it. i was really confident that i'm a good fit for it (still am). gonna sleep on it.

penultimate km was 5:27 but it was 100% uphill and straight into a pretty stiff breeze, so not too mad about that.