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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: May 28, 2015, 03:17:12 pm »
I obviously am VERY depressed. Depressed as in borderline crazy.

Stayed away from computers and any kind of "social activity" (including talking to her) this week. I'm just completely exhausted.

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: May 28, 2015, 02:21:41 pm »
Quote from: maxent on May 28, 2015, 06:27:17 am
Raptor why are you comparing your situations bro, he was in an actual relationship not some made up infatuation thing. His situation is different from yours, mainly because yours is completely self created and sustained.

Who the fuck said anything about "comparing my situation to his"?

And why are you commenting on my situation like you know everything about it? You don't know jack shit, nobody here does except a few things I've said about it. Trust me, you don't. And even if you did, I don't care what your opinion is. Even if I have 0.1% chances of being with her, I will take them.

But no, I wasn't comparing his situation to mine's and no, you don't know my situation.

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: May 28, 2015, 01:31:19 pm »
Well I deactivated my facebook account and just stayed in bed in the last few days. I can't do anything. I can't even watch an NBA game. I pause in the 2nd quarter or so and just sit there doing nothing.

The last thing you should expect from me is logical thinking. I was supposed to learn Java in a course and that is light years away from where I'm at now mentally. 8 months of every day burning and crying is Hell on Earth to put it mildly.

Anyway, topic hijack /off

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: May 28, 2015, 06:09:48 am »
To me... when I think about my situation and I read about yours here... I can't stop thinking "how amazingly powerful the human brain is, and the CNS per total".

Just a few miligrams of neurotransmitters X and Y and hormone Z alters your entire perception and behavior and grasp on things in such a substantial way...

Also, how powerful this personal bonding thing is... but I tell you what: if you were dumb or really careless, you would suffer no such things as these.

The ability to suffer in this way just proves to you and everybody else what kind of person you really are in your kernel, in my opinion. Maybe it will make a positive difference at the right moment.

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: May 27, 2015, 02:34:24 pm »
This... depresses me even more. Like that was possible!

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Basketball / Re: A WHOLE BUNCH OF DUNKS AND SHIT.
« on: May 23, 2015, 03:19:01 pm »
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWmZoKCVpdo" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWmZoKCVpdo</a>

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Basketball / Re: A WHOLE BUNCH OF DUNKS AND SHIT.
« on: May 23, 2015, 03:18:50 pm »
https://www.facebook.com/officialteamflightbrothers/videos/vb.274562448894/10153253774853895/?type=2&theater&notif_t=comment_mention

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MUSiC anD SHeeT! / Re: I just added three more songs to my karaoke playlist
« on: May 23, 2015, 01:23:47 pm »
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvvC-QEH4mc" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvvC-QEH4mc</a>

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Pics, Videos, & Links / Re: I have never seen this dunk in my life before
« on: May 18, 2015, 06:27:32 pm »

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 13, 2015, 07:46:01 pm »
Yeah these all sound like good ideas... it's weird but when I don't run maximally I "think" about my running and start moving really weird or having my muscles shut down randomly on random strides that I take - like I have my hips collapse or knees collapse or muscles lock down, I can't keep either a relaxed nor a stiff "pace".

I'm just too much of an overanalyser/obsessed on thinking about stuff and what's going on and all that jazz. If you combine that with my current mental state you get weird running behavior... I have never heard anybody else saying similar stuff to what I'm saying here.

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 12, 2015, 06:44:00 pm »
Would you recommend something similar to this thing above for fat loss? Like, one mile run (never ran more than 2 laps or half a mile, ever, in my life) + tempo runs?

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 11, 2015, 05:20:50 pm »
Maybe you have that cortisol fat disposition...

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 09, 2015, 09:06:26 pm »
How is your ab definition coming up?

Also, how "different" is it at ~80 kg? In terms of reactivity and stuff like that.

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 08, 2015, 08:07:14 pm »
Who establishes that period? Based on when Summer is and you focus on playing outside etc?

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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Age vs Vertical
« on: May 08, 2015, 08:15:37 am »
I like how you said "season"... whatever that means :P

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