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on that note (what i said on previous page/post) ^^^^^^^^^^^



i actually cried today.. havn't cried in years.. i didn't know so many people hated what i do.. all i do is put out videos, because i love jumping/dunking, and i love showing people what i do to improve it.. i love trying to motivate others..

and all i get in return, from bodybuilding.com, t-nation.com, and startingstrength.com, is cyber bullying, insults, negative comments on my videos, dislikes on my videos, hate emails, etc..

i never thought any of this would actually lead to me breaking down and crying but it did..

i don't know what's getting into me, perhaps i'm getting soft? like jc's penile issues?

i'm not sure... all i do know is, i had one of those "gasping for air" cries.. and it's got me in a pretty depressed state.. and im not mocking depression one bit it's a serious illness/situation.

anyway im done with forums.

Quote from: adarqui on August 04, 2011, 01:56:12 am

on that note (what i said on previous page/post) ^^^^^^^^^^^



i actually cried today.. havn't cried in years.. i didn't know so many people hated what i do.. all i do is put out videos, because i love jumping/dunking, and i love showing people what i do to improve it.. i love trying to motivate others..

and all i get in return, from bodybuilding.com, t-nation.com, and startingstrength.com, is cyber bullying, insults, negative comments on my videos, dislikes on my videos, hate emails, etc..

i never thought any of this would actually lead to me breaking down and crying but it did..

i don't know what's getting into me, perhaps i'm getting soft? like jc's penile issues?

i'm not sure... all i do know is, i had one of those "gasping for air" cries.. and it's got me in a pretty depressed state.. and im not mocking depression one bit it's a serious illness/situation.

anyway im done with forums.

damn adarq I never thought it would bother you this much. If you ever need to talk feel free to call me or message me on fb... always here for you with how much you've done for me.

thanks alot man... about that........ i'm looking for a new start in life and was wondering if i could bunk with you in your dorm @ OSU? no homo of course..

would really mean alot to me.. plus we can train vert and i'd love to get footage of me dunking WITHOUT it being set on a tripod.. i'd love some action shots with handheld cam and perhaps even some schroederesque manual accommodating resistance on my squat and bench.

ill hit you up on faceboo.

pC

Please don't cry!  Do you know how many people you help????  You are a godsend Adarq.  Don't let anyone bring you down.  You will be in my prayers tonight. 

Keep your head up!  

<3 <3 <3

thanks alot f0xydunkR, your words keep me from the edge..

and fyi, i appreciate those pics you sent me in pm.

Wow. Talk about cyber bullying and all that and then you joke about a serious problem I had. Fuck you.

I went at you too HARD, I apologize for that.

pc JC

thanks alot man, but just in case you didn't know.. im not losing any sleep over anything etc.. im fine

havnt stressed over any of the stuff on startingstrength forum also

i'd rather not have typed that in this thread but it seems alot of people are "worrying" about my comments etc.. you must place them in proper context of the situation :F

i never have, nor ever will care what anyone is saying about me.. i do what i love, try to motivate others, and that's it... if you ever see my "type" or "say" otherwise, it's for some other reason :F .......................................... perhaps entertainment.............. HEH.

peace man, appreciate the concern but im good.

Yooooouuuu mahfucka you!
Sarcastic, trollin-ass bastid, got our Adarq.org-panties all up in a bunch.

I hate you now,  go cry more plz.

Also, I haven't watched all of the vids, but in at least 6538 of them I spotted a welltimed "Wuthahelluhatinfobra?!" inevitably followed by the alltime classic "Fucdahatesdaw".
That's a huge ass troll if you ask me, so either you have planned this thing for years to make this shit more believable or you're just straight talking outcha ass.

Whutev

Go  

I still don't think you did hip thrusts in a gym where everybody is pretty much doing biceps curls and bench presses, like I did. See, now that's the next step

No, but I did hip thrusts in your mother's bed.

I'm confused

Quote from: Raptor on August 04, 2011, 04:54:30 am

I still don't think you did hip thrusts in a gym where everybody is pretty much doing biceps curls and bench presses, like I did. See, now that's the next step

No, but I did hip thrusts in your mother's bed.

OK, but weren't you too... soft?